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Tuesday, 17 August 2004
School started....
Mood:
 not sure
Now Playing: Depeche Mode Enjoy the silence
Topic: hmmm
I have come to realize that my thought of HS being better than MS was just a childish dream, the people in HS are the same people I knew in MS, they act the same way, and they continue to annoy me, I am an idiot for not realizing this until now, I will be stuck with the same people for 12 fuckin years...........*sighs* I cannot wait to get away from these people....On a positive note, the older people I like better, (sorry I'm speaking backwards)They are more mature and they are actually polite, I have realized that they are the type of people I am used to being around, when I was younger, I was the only child and I was also the oldest, so I spent most of my days with adults, that is why when I entered the 1st grade I was shocked, I could not believe that these children were the same age as me, I do not know what it is, but I have always felt older that everyone, more mature, sure I am boring, but I just cannot relate to any of these teenagers my age, they are so obbsessed with what they look like, and they focus on small details that do not matter at all, they do not see the big picture...........alas, I have just typed this to let myself know that it is back to hell, and pretending to understand these people, even though I do not understand any of it....sometimes I wish I could have this eternal slumber, it was strange, when I went to my great-grandmother's funeral and I saw her in her coffin, she looked so peaceful and safe, for a moment I felt like joining her, then I snapped out of it and returned to my dull life of not understanding anyone and pretending, or at least trying to fit in, so that they do not suspect that I am different, but I think they are already suspecting that I am not like them, I am different in a way, but I can't put my finger on it....why am I always confused?..........
Posted by larisa68
at 10:08 AM EADT
Tuesday, 6 July 2004
.......
Mood:
 spacey
Now Playing: Hair
I am going to dye my hair tonight. Funny thing, my hair is naturally black, but I am going to dye it black anyway. heh. whatever. I am kind of spaced out, I came out of my room after playing GTA VC for about 10 hours straight, the light is hurting my eyes. (If my friend Christine is reading this, call me, I know of a party we can go to. Your disturbed perkigoth friend, Larisa. PS. lol Have you ever heard of a perkigoth before?) Later.
Posted by larisa68
at 11:43 AM EADT
Saturday, 3 July 2004
I hate the sun, and I love the moon, why must I be the moonless planet? *cries*
Mood:
 down
Now Playing: Commercial..*cries*
Topic: hmmm
You're Venus! Venus is the planet second from the sun and named after the Roman goddess of love. Venus is the brightest planet in the sky and also very very hot. Sorry, no moons for you. :(
What Planet are you?
Posted by larisa68
at 8:50 AM EADT
quiz
Mood:
 don't ask
Now Playing: Soundgarden?
Topic: hmmm
You're Halloween! You like being creepy and gothy. ^_^ You're also the holiday most associated with candy...yay for you! Just don't eat too much candy or you'll turn into a big round ball! >_<
What 'Hallmark' Holiday are you?
Posted by larisa68
at 8:44 AM EADT
Another Quiz...hmm
Mood:
 special
Now Playing: Rammstein...is that how you spell it? Du Hast Mich *sings*
You're water! For the most part, you are very serene and gentle. If someone angers you however, you can go from serene to pissed in .0005 seconds.
What element are you?
Posted by larisa68
at 8:39 AM EADT
Another Quiz/ lol
Mood:
not sure
Now Playing: KoRn
Topic: hmmm
Your a Magical Angel!Out of all the angels, you are
the one most afflicted with magic. You can do
many enchantments as well as sorcery. You cant
do black magic, because even though your not so
"pure" your still an angel. A very
kind and curious one at that. Magical Angels
are always very easy-going with humans, but
intrestingly enough, like to expirement with
them with their spells.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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Posted by larisa68
at 8:03 AM EADT
Another quiz
Mood:
not sure
Now Playing: Nirvana
Topic: hmmm
You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like Diamonds in the Rough.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Posted by larisa68
at 7:56 AM EADT
I'm a quiz taking person
Mood:
not sure
Now Playing: Metallica
Topic: hmmm
Industrial rock! Just like Marilyn Manson, you
know what you have to say and you just say it!
I like you very much...just be careful you
don't scare me away...
What genre of rock are you?
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Posted by larisa68
at 7:51 AM EADT
I took this quiz and...hmmm
Mood:
 quizzical
Now Playing: Games?Dark cloud Music?99.5 KISS
Topic: Could it be?
You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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Posted by larisa68
at 7:43 AM EADT
Sunday, 27 June 2004
hmmm....
Mood:
 caffeinated
Now Playing: Games?FFX2, Music?A7X,INCUBUS KICKS ASS!!!! Brandon Boyd, please marry me.....
Topic: hmmm
I have a total crush on Brandon Boyd from Incubus, I had this dream last night, and well....you know, I fell in love with him...*drools* lol. Anyway, I was going to write on the 19th about how the blood drinking went, but I did not, so now I am going to tell how amazing it was. I did not have a needle so I used a razor, is hurt a lot, but it was good. That is it! You should try it sometime, it was nice it woke me up and I just feel refresed. Anyway, the bad thing is it had a horrible after taste, but I just drank some water and it went away. ^_^ I am kind of hyper that is why I am typing so much. I am bored so later myself. PS. If you are reading this you know how pathetic I am, and well...you need a life...
Posted by larisa68
at 12:01 AM EADT
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